Life Changing

No matter how much resistance we put up, life goes ahead and changes itself anyway. Weddings, babies, moving, new jobs...all signify the power of life's changing force. I don't know what this means other than I'm in the midst of changing. That proverbial fork in the road is ahead and approaching closer with each moment, and I am frozen. Searching. Grasping onto my faith that I will know which choice is the right one. Now, I know change is searching me out. I am jumping up and down flailing my arms. "Here I am!!" Except we can't seem to find each other, so here I sit. Believing that change will come. Believing that my friend, Kathy, is right when she says, "It won't always be like this." So, this is my message to change: I'm ready. Bring it on!

Happy Birthday to me.